Weighed Down

Weighed Down

Our Hopefulness bred hopelessness

And a deep rooted ache

A hurt that Songs

Just won't alleviate

The taste

The bitter taste

Can't help myself I ruminate

Confined

To think you always weighed me down

Turns out that I always shamed you for leaving

But

Its

Now

So clear to me that we weren't so different

Blinded by our fallacies

Ripping roots from beneath our feet

And though it's hard to accept for me

I cling onto those who leave

I'm always

Wrongly holding too

Tightly to the love

That I've lost

If only

If only I could leave it all behind

Truly then I'd find

A piece of

Peace of mind

I pay the price

For most times I reminisce

Like pressing puzzle pieces back in places they don't fit

Rejecting blessings

That have yet to be received

Wasting time

Wishing things worked differently

Missing out on the life that's right in front of me

All 'cause I'm

Wrongly holding too

Tightly to the love

That I've lost

If only

If only I could leave it all behind

Truly then I'd find

A piece of

Peace of mind

Locked in this

Trapped in this

Locked in this

COLDSTATE

Trapped in this mind frame

It's controlling

My perspective

Gotta break the cycle

And become

A man

Willing to

Walk away

Who's only

Living in the moment

Only controlling what he can

'Cause acceptance is the only way

To truly finding relief

Wrongly holding too

Tightly to the love

That I've lost

Wrongly holding too

Tightly to the love

That I've lost

If only

If only I could leave it all behind

Truly then I'd find

A piece of

Peace of mind