Hollowed

Can I begin to start again?!

Let go and just forget

The way it's always been?!

Everything that held me back and!

Everyone who didn't believe in me!

Gone like a heart attack!

Does it have to be?!

Does it have to be so bad?!

Fuck these memories!

I wish I never had!

Good things don't come to those who wait!

All I am-

Is just filled with self-hate! (filled with self-hate!)

I don't belong here!

I won't have any fear!

I've seen this all through!

Hollow soul!

Empty body!

If you only really knew!

Hollow soul, empty body

If you only really knew

In a haze, emotionless for days

Learning to cope in my own ways!

I know there's no exit

To this never-ending maze! (never-ending maze)

When you look at me

Do you see a shell of what I used to be?! (what I used to be?!)

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Do you see a shell of what I once was?!

Death may be what I need!

I pray one last time, just waiting for a sign!

Relax and fucking breathe!

Do you even know what this all means?!

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Who is this person that I see?

I'm trying to find my way

But I'm lost in a memory

Lost in a memory

I close my eyes to escape

But all I can see is your face

Pain so intense!

Something only in my dreams, in my dreams!

Now I face the reality of what's inside! (can I begin to start again?)

Should I fucking give up and just say goodbye? (can I start again?)

Nowhere in sight to hide, oh!

Is this all worth dying?!

All worth dying for?!